標題: 特別新聞報導: drug addict and what ? [打印本頁] 作者: playingtoy 時間: 2010-7-16 20:45 標題: 特別新聞報導: drug addict and what ?
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i found out yesterday. some guy i have known for 4 to 5 yrs. is HIV positive. and hep C. and his wife has been on seizure meds for. i dunno how long.
he never told me a thing. throughout all these yrs. and ((now that i think bout it)) some other guy (in the drug circle) had told me. he had a tumor in his head. and some other guy has hyperventilation. and recently. due to extremely hot weather. some other guy was wearing shorts one day. and i by chance. saw his tumor on his leg. the size of a ping pong. these ppl. whom i once called: "drug addicts and alcoholics". are now. disclosing to me their deep shxt. right in front of my eyes.
so i guess i am still in shock. but to them. it seems to be so normal. it doesn't bother them at all.
death to me. is not a problem. but for those. who are living on medication. drug and alcohol. for life suspension. i really have no idea what their pain levels are at. and i wish i can share with them my knowledge in overcoming bodily disease. but i guess. they are in peace.
some of them are on disability. some on their own. at least they have a good reason to be drunk and on drug always. don't give a shxt bout anything else. and if you have no idea what i am talking bout. and no idea. some people are really in pain. who have no way out other than drug and substance abuse. so be it. this is what i have seen with my own eyes.
BTW the few friends who are in extreme pain do have a green card in obtaining marijuana legally. (but not the hard drug). and then. they sort of become some kind of a drug dealer (public and or private). when their friends want a piece of their weed.
and from now on, i am having a totally different perspective towards the title: drug addict. and i am avoiding my HIV friend right now. and his wife. whom i have seen as drug addict and alcoholic. through out all these years. i guess. i should have never stereotyped anybody.
spend all my money on alcohol today. need to work again tomorrow.
I first come across these from the blog of a card maker. She is setting up a card drive for children in sick, in order to cheer them up. There are so many touching stories but all I can see is, all patients (mostly children w/ cancer) keep fighting and fighting and never give up. http://jennifermcguireink.typepa ... ards-for-grace.html作者: 大C姐 時間: 2010-7-16 21:03