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想要完完整整既一個家...是奢侈嗎?

我受夠了.. 由細到大我要求唔多~~我唔要錢..唔要貴野...就算爹D媽咪羅我出氣打我...我唔會出聲..當我係工人甘做家頭細務洗衫吸塵...我唔介意~~我只需要完完整整既一個屋企...細細個亦諗過他們對我差係因為我係執番黎...但又可恨地覺得我長得好像媽咪...中學時同學仔亦問過我係咪父母親生.. 當時一笑至知...由於太煩...我亦唔願再向同學朋友面前透露屋企家事..不停地扮演開朗角色~~ 最近老豆同我暗示話我唔係佢親生既...因為我係7個月出世..唔信我係佢個女...又話我媽咪以前一腳踏兩船甘~~ 這一兩年來兩夫婦不停鬧交....不停鬧離婚但又唔離...當我就快要結婚時...老豆就嘈得越來越多..又話要走又話離婚...但又唔走又唔離..點解? 要逼到媽咪精神崩潰..要顛啦才開心? 還是唔抵得我就快甩難會有好日子過??

我自己都覺得開始心理不平衡... 曾發夢見到屋企火燭...只有我同老豆係屋企..老豆訓緊覺...我打算唔叫醒佢..覺得佢燒死左就最好... 一家人會樂也融融..覺得自己好變態..

我究竟應該點做??
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好多謝你地既支持... 琴晚因為太唔開心...上黎發泄下...

由於我唔係太識得點樣處理家裡既事... 又唔係特別識得解決問題...往往我都會選擇逃避...我超唔想俾男友既父母見到我屋企搞成甘...雖然佢地已經知道我屋企唔係甘好...男友亦不斷話佢爹D媽咪唔介意....但自己心入面唔係好舒服...早知就唔擺酒...求求其其簽張紙就算啦...依家好似放左過計時炸彈甘... 唔知幾時會爆... 我完全唔知點安排結婚既野了... 究竟當晚有老豆定無老豆? 要預位俾佢D朋友定唔預....之前老豆又要求多多...又要依樣個樣..依家好似玩緊我甘...灰爆...
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本帖最後由 小叻 於 2009-5-11 10:27 編輯

我男友琴日全程都陪緊我屋企人....乜都知道晒...佢同我講話我依家咩都做唔到...老豆要走就走..我阻止唔到... 叫我唔好介入...兩夫妻既事等佢地自己搞... 我既衝動性格會將事情搞得仲衰... 搞婚禮既事我完全無同屋企人傾..都唔知可以傾D乜..佢地都無搞過婚禮...我諗住自己搞點叫佢地出席就得... 還掂都唔會真心祝福我架啦~ 覺得個女嫁得好又唔開心... 我男友送我訂婚介子...我既喜悅都無同父母share.. 番屋企實取左隻介子... 儘量低調...有似出街食飯發現..睇得出老豆唔like.. 之後無端端逼媽咪同佢買介子...媽咪唔想晒錢話唔要...老豆就話媽咪唔愛佢...話媽咪心入面有第一個...頂﹗ 我去完影婚紗相..老豆又唔多開心...又無端端逼媽咪走去影番輯婚紗相(又唔係錢多).... 都唔知想點...影完無幾耐又話離婚...依家好好玩呀? 我仲可以同屋企人講D乜?
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我係長女~下面有2個細佬(分別2x, 小學三級) + 細妹(小五)
加上佢暗示我唔係佢個女~~ 唔會係咩吃醋外父症候群~~ 我都覺得佢心理有D問題...以前唔係甘... 難道是更年期或中年危機?

我唔奢望老豆可以做個好男人...但係絕對要佢負擔責任....佢曾經講過以下不負責任既說話﹕

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- 你咪當我係痴線囉.. 我周圍同朋友講我老婆勾佬...
(我媽咪有無做出對唔住老豆既事我唔知..但我知我媽咪喊話無做過﹗ 日日出街或係屋企都要立即聽我老豆打黎既電話.. 每一小時一次..聽唔切..就同媽咪講﹕'你好忙嘛..仲乜聽唔到電話..算啦..唔阻你happy啦', 出街要先回報... 接完放學要講渣車去到邊.. 番到屋企要用屋企電話打番俾佢..check 電話單...check SIM card..同坐監無分別..老豆一時對媽咪爛好..一時就發顛...真係一啖砂糖一啖屎... )
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very hard to understand.... does he need a marriage counsellor?
my bf said you don't really need to let the person know to get DNA test. Wonder if it's possible to do it behind and if test shows u an ...
布小熊 發表於 11-5-2009 11:16

DNA Test 無用..對我黎講係同唔係已經唔重要...加上佢已經自己去test 左DNA.. 確認左佢最細個仔係佢親生,,,但係又點? 咪又係甘~~如果test 左result唔係..佢大條道理唔負責任啦~ 洗乜依家係到搞搞震?
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Thanks for all the support!! I Love you all
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