Thank you for the reply....
I used to play rock and roll with my band...or turn up the amplifer and play really loudly at home...
But they don't work for me anymore...
Shopping soudns like a good idea...but haha...my financial only permits me to do window shopping so far.
To be honest... when people get older, 很多人就越來越多成功感﹐但我就是相反。
TO be honest, I did a lot of crazy speeding lately....because...thats' the only thing i have control in my life right now, and tha'ts the only moment I feel alive.
Of course i never cry in front of anyone la...眼淚﹐在心里流。