mucc1928

邊小很像Toppy窩!  你不是copy and paste吧!

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好一個邊少詩人﹐thank you for your advices..  I will keep those in mind.

nam, yeah...I guess I have way too many things happen in the last 3 months...I try to be optimistic...but the reality really goes against my will.  Of course I don't sound like a man at all....but if you realize a guy would go online and chat at 3am and he is not trying to "mix" girls.....you can tell he has a tough time to stop thinking.

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近來工作上我快被逼走﹐很辛苦﹐分手不久的女友高調的表達新愛的快樂。
祝福她之外﹐我只感到很失敗﹐失敗極了。

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I understand both of your points.  That is, I should change my attitude toward life.

Besides trying  to think optimistc, I dont' think what to do.....espeidally for me..life is never easy.  I always try to think those challenges as stepping stones toward my success........................

BUT I HAVE WAY WAY WAY TOO MUCH STEPPING STONES!!!!   

失敗感﹐不是一朝一夕

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Thank you so much for Nam and 邊小 advices!
I really love this phrase 個天係偏心嘅，佢只會去試煉一啲佢認為得嘅人
i always believe I can achieve way more than now.  I am not smart but i am way far from stupid.  逆境will make me stronger!  I know I can find a better job for sure!  

2008 is a terribel year for me....from health, relationship, band and even job...all **** up.  Challenges.  I only hppe these nightmares would be gone soon.

Siumaibb, thanks.  If life stops making jokes with me, I fwill definitely feel happy every every day!

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Nam姐飯局, you must be a very socializing person, must be a good host too.

you know...This valentine time I feel so lonely and so 失敗, but no matter what, I still need to eat, sleep, work and SxxT.    She is happy, and I should find my own happiness too.  I deserve it.

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Thank you so much for all of your supports here...
As you can tell ...it's 4am...and i am so glad that someone woudl give me your kind words here!

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來吧﹐我不怕! 我可以走到最後的!

Just want to share a few photos here.....The nightview is burnaby mountiain.....I don't realize that Vancouver is so beauitufl....until tonight...I may have missed a lot of tiny things in my life that can make myself happy.

http://picasaweb.google.com/wayaza/Xmas#5305591538279280130

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Thats' why I have to say thanks to everyone...as I know we are no longer kids who have tons of time to waste on internet..  Hopefully these pics above wiill help you find your sunrise and "light in darkness"

It's funny that ...I do feel a bit lighter right now.  I havent' chatted for so long,.

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Nam,  gum mei good law, at least you are in the room, you find your hallway.
I will find my stairway to heaven; otherwises, it would be highway to hell.

Yeah, i have the soundtrack of city of angel...but I have never seen the movie before.  I think it's from nicolas cage, right?