this morning i woke up and then decided to not go to school n fell back asleep... big mistake! had a sorta nitemare ><
dreamt that i made food for bf, and as he was eating rice he suddenly stopped and told me he has to break up with me cuz he is with another girl. i went crazy in the dream and screamed and cried and ran out of the room... ran around the area and he was following me to see if i'm still ok and then i went into a church and somehow i thought people in there would take care of me cos i got dumped and he stalked me and followed me inside too. then the next thing i know is i'm about to board the plane with my frd, going to vegas (which is happening at the end of this month in reality) and i was hoping that this trip would let me forget my pain... got so upset that i woke up. |