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其實，我知道我輸不起現在的這段關係，我是很愛我男友，母親都說也不知道現任給了我甚麼迷湯，不管外形，家底，年齡都比不上我，我就是那麼死死甘心被他蝦,  他說甚麼我就聽他，跟他走！

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Anonymous 發表於 2009-7-6 22:51

"也不知道現任給了我甚麼迷湯，不管外形，家底，年齡都比不上我，我就是那麼死死甘心被他蝦,  他說甚麼我就聽他，跟他走！"
"我也真的不知道，我總覺得那些整天想嫁入豪門的女人是怎樣想，我自己這麼多年拖拖拉拉的，就是下不了決心跟他在一起，總覺得他爸媽會嫌棄我，而且那麼多年，他就是不肯坦白說和我在一起逛街，每次家人打來，他總是有借口！"
"和他在一起，總覺得他是喜歡我的臉，不是我的個性！每次
見面，都只會說我很美或是我生氣時很可愛！問他喜歡我甚麼，他就說他喜歡我對男朋友的態度，好想有人像我一樣對他好，他很想有女友像我一樣陪他玩電動!"

You are not a 花癡 la...
Just seems like you are not having a lot of confident but the same time you do....
For your current bf, yon can feel the "security" (cuz 不管外形，家底，年齡都比不上), then he would have no reason to leave you. You will do your best to keep this feeling, thats why "我就是那麼死死甘心被他蝦,  他說甚麼我就聽他，跟他走！"

And regarding your "friend", for sure you had been having a lot of fantasy. And you like the feeling that 被那外形不差的富家子死心蹋地地追那種感覺.

If you "輸不起現在的這段關係", just try to let your "friend" go. (It's hard to let go, cuz you haven't actually been with him)
I have to aggree that it is nice to have a fling once in a while...
It is just nice to keep it as part of your memory only... especailly you know that you love your current bf... you don't wanna loose him, right?

just my 2 cents   (from my own experience )