我的完美演技

日日都係你身邊既人，居然可以係完全唔瞭解你。
其實呢個係我苦心經營既結果。
皆因我一直發揮緊我好似影后甘好既演技，一直努力去掩飾自己真正心意。
當所有人都以為，我既夢想係進入外國某間professional school 然後平步清雲，其實我深知，我既夢想已經變左好耐。
我由好想讀professional school, 變左而家只係想離開呢個地獄。我其實，只係想離開呢到，就係甘簡單。而去外國去讀professional school，係我唯一可以離開呢個地獄既方法。
但因為我唔想傷別人既心，所以我一直假裝我好想讀professional school，而唔係想離開佢。
呢幾日，因為太痛苦，我差d就衝口而出....差d就泄露我既真正心意....
幸好，我都忍住左。如果我忍唔住，我一定會後悔一世。

當佢批評我好甘野心勃勃向上爬既時候，我笑了。
其實我早已失去任何野心。我只係想逃走，就係甘多。

我深深地佩服我既非凡演技。

playingtoy

幾好老友 (中級)

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發表於 2010-8-8 15:47 | 只看該作者

前輩既出現令我
啞口無言
唯有
默默等待
蛻變自己
或者
被前輩蛻變

水皮既我
放棄再放棄

死了再死但仍是無知

堅持你比我真實
堅持你比我飄緲
唯有我可以改變

不再妄想自己是誰
誰是自己或許是你

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prickly_rose

普通老友 (初級)

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發表於 2010-8-8 16:04 | 只看該作者

前輩既出現令我
啞口無言
唯有
默默等待
蛻變自己
或者
被前輩蛻變

水皮既我
放棄再放棄

死了再死但仍是 ...
playingtoy 發表於 2010-8-8 15:47

This time you have rendered me speechless.

You are under arrest.
for giving a implicitly romantic speech to the *possibly* physically disabled.

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prickly_rose

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發表於 2010-8-8 16:30 | 只看該作者

play.ing.toy

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Prelude

幾好老友 (中級)

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發表於 2010-8-8 17:10 | 只看該作者

Your 演技 is far from perfect.
You confessed here, which already increase the chance of getting caught.
You confessed here because you need to release your secrete to some unknown people, so you can balance your mind, which means you are not really into the "acting"
If it's perfect, you can even convince yourself that going to professional school is exactly and only what you want.

Anyways, good job.
Your "佢" is a guy or a girl?

sunsiupak @ on.cc: Apple, 只要Show個Logo，屎都有人排隊買。

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prickly_rose

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發表於 2010-8-8 17:17 | 只看該作者

Your 演技 is far from perfect.
You confessed here, which already increase the chance of getting caug ...
Prelude 發表於 2010-8-8 17:10

You nailed it. The truth is, I can barely hold myself together. In face of all the stress and pain, I had been on the verge of hysteria for the past few days, barely holding on to sanity.

Perhaps, subsconciously I do want to get caught.

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Prelude