When my ex was mad, she poured water into my car, wrote bad words on my car window with her lipstick, ran out of the car when we stopped at the red light, threw my stuff away.
I was really mad at those moments. but i just didn't recgonize she just wanted to have my attention.
I thought she has been riding two boats. The night we broke up, i asked her if she has a new bf, she said no. But as his bf for so long, when i was holding her hands, her reaction was not the same.
Last night, she called me and said, the new guy said he loves her,and she loves him too.
It was killing me. Yes, we broke up, but she doesn't have to tell me how good she is now.
She even asked me if i could tell if the new guy is truely loving her or not.
How could i help her to date the other guy??
She asked me if i could be her best friends that could go out with her,have fun. I said no!
I am not a backup. It is like, ok, she went out to try a new guy, if he is good, she will stay with him, if he is not good, she could come back to me. She thought i would be always at her back.
I just couldn't do it. I felt so upset. How could we have trust?
I know i should let her go, and should not look back.
but i really really love her, i just can't stand up so quick rightnow.
If she is dating a new guy and treat you as a backup. Then just forget about it and move on.
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發表於 2008-1-15 12:41
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