after 3 days, my 心情 feel more 平復. but i'm still bummed out. i look forward to a new week starting tomorrow.
i tried the partying method last night. unfortunately, i wasn't even in the mood to get wasted. maybe because i never had gotten hammered before. but partying with Twin & the right group of girls did make me feel the fun.
i tried shopping with my mom yesterday too. but i wasn't even in the mood. i looked so tired even though i'm not. worse is, even if i wanted to splurge, i see nothing. *sigh*
sometimes i just wanna run away & go back on vacation on a beach. but too bad, hubby no vacation time to take off from work. i think that would be one thing that would make me happier. like a trip to get away from all the bullsh!t.